bad
i have been feeling so tired lately. i am already struggling to maintain the rhythm of my life and winter hasn't even started yet so i suspect this winter is gonna be a rough one. work has been work but it hasn't even been that bad lately, it's just the problem is my internal motivation appears to be to try to do as little as possible at all times. idk maybe this is a big crash out from the move and all the associated hubbub.
i can only consistently do stuff like wash the dishes, cook dinner, do laundry, etc when i make it as easy as possible for myself but even having tried to do that i'm still struggling because i see i have to load the dishes and my brain is just like "can't do that."
several days last week and this week i've had irritability so bad it felt like a symptom of something (PMS). this is always frustrating because i cannot simply force myself not to feel irritated. hopefully i can get back to myself soon but historically there is a good chance that that doesn't happen until, like, march.
oh, there is one thing i wanted to talk about though: jeff sent me a little gift pack from Cometeer Coffee tab:https://cometeer.com. They sell little k-cup sized pods of frozen coffee concentrate, and i've been REAAAAAALLY impressed with them. I just dropped a little ice cube into a cup of soymilk and it was one of the best cups of coffee i'd ever had, honestly hard not to drink several every day. the prices are actually not that bad either, i might reorder some on my own as a treat. and also i might have to get serious about making good coffee because this is going to spoil me.